Tuesday, December 28, 2010 11:32 PM
I just got back from holidays with my family.
It was fun but the hours of journey is really tiring.
Everyone was saying that if Siddiq was here, it would be more fun.
Each time your name is being mentioned, i would get nervous.
Not because i didn't want to think about you, but i don't want to miss you even more.
In fact, my parents have already made plans to bring you along for the next trip.
It really sucks.
I wish you were here.
I wish you were there with us for the holidays.
I wish you were there when we had so much fun.
And the thought of you not being here for my birthday just sucks more than anything else in the world.
It won't be the same without you here.
Even right now, at this moment, things are different.
I'm always alone at night.
My phone is so silent, i have no one to call when i'm having my break or on the way home.
Gosh!!
Why do you have to put me in this position?!
