Friday, December 03, 2010 1:47 AM
My blog is almost dead.
Many things happened for the last few months.
And it's been a huge rollercoaster ride for me.
Many tears i've shed for the man i love, both sad and happiness ones.
I do not know if it's me or him.
I could sense that things are changing and tension is always there.
Fights have been our favourite companion these few days.
Sometimes i hate myself for loving him TOO MUCH.
Cause if i didn't love too much, it would be easier on me whenever shits happens.
When you really love someone and is like really into that someone, even when he does something very small, it hurts you ALOT.
And it can make you go CRAZY.
But at the end of the day, i'm hoping all these is worthwhile.
Cause i'm not able to love another man as much as i love you..
