beyonce.

2011-02-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

Today i miss you, very much.

Tomorrow and the days to come, i will miss you even more.

Time is moving too slow for me.

Even how mad i am right now at you, you're the one i love most.

I hope and pray that you'll do just fine.

Time will past and we can be together again.

Please don't worry too much about me.

I'm doing just fine, it's just that it really sucks that you're not here.

No one knows how much i fucking miss you.

Yes i miss you, i miss you real bad.

2011-01-08T12:40:00.003+08:00

These parties is just a way to enjoy myself.

Sitting home alone thinking about him makes me go crazy.

I don't deserve all these.

Maybe it's true, love is blind.

After all the shits, i'm still here.

Tuesday i will get to see you.

You never know how excited and nervous i feel right now!

Hope you're doing good inside.

Just know this baby, i missed you.

2010-12-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

I just got back from holidays with my family.

It was fun but the hours of journey is really tiring.

Everyone was saying that if Siddiq was here, it would be more fun.

Each time your name is being mentioned, i would get nervous.

Not because i didn't want to think about you, but i don't want to miss you even more.

In fact, my parents have already made plans to bring you along for the next trip.

It really sucks.

I wish you were here.

I wish you were there with us for the holidays.

I wish you were there when we had so much fun.

And the thought of you not being here for my birthday just sucks more than anything else in the world.

It won't be the same without you here.

Even right now, at this moment, things are different.

I'm always alone at night.

My phone is so silent, i have no one to call when i'm having my break or on the way home.

Gosh!!

Why do you have to put me in this position?!

2010-12-22T01:32:00.003+08:00

It's the second night without you here.

I can't sleep, thinking about you.

Each time i try to sleep, i will only think about how have you been today, what did you do today, is your mates treating you nice, did you get into any fights today, did you eat or sleep well?

Of course my day is normal, nothing new.

Thinking about all these questions will only make me cry because i do not the answers.

The smell of you is still stuck on me, or maybe I'm just imagining.

Gosh! I miss you damn bad.

I wonder how am I gonna get through for the next few months?

My phone is so silent.

Thank God Sammy is here with me.

If Sammy is not here too, i think i will go crazy.

Crazy of boredom and loneliness.

I wish i could sleep all the way through and only wake up to find you beside me.

I miss you and i never fail to love you.

Please don't ever leave me again.

2010-12-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

I wish when i wake up tomorrow, it would be April already.

I'm gonna be missing you badly.

But i really hope you change for the better.

I love you, will miss you..

2010-12-14T01:29:00.002+08:00

I had given you enough time.

And yet you still asked for more.

Things weren't going as smooth these past few weeks.

It sucks and hurts real bad.

As we were patching things up, you invited another problem in.

I didn't do anything, and yet i still get these.

I do not know what's going on with your life right now.

You seem to be shutting me out, just keeping everything to yourself.

And it ended up to hit me as i had no idea what was going on.

I sometime wonder why am i still here after all the pain you put me through.

Was i stupid?

Someone please tell me.

I cannot put up with these anymore.

2010-12-03T01:47:00.002+08:00

My blog is almost dead.

Many things happened for the last few months.

And it's been a huge rollercoaster ride for me.

Many tears i've shed for the man i love, both sad and happiness ones.

I do not know if it's me or him.

I could sense that things are changing and tension is always there.

Fights have been our favourite companion these few days.

Sometimes i hate myself for loving him TOO MUCH.

Cause if i didn't love too much, it would be easier on me whenever shits happens.

When you really love someone and is like really into that someone, even when he does something very small, it hurts you ALOT.

And it can make you go CRAZY.

But at the end of the day, i'm hoping all these is worthwhile.

Cause i'm not able to love another man as much as i love you..

2010-10-13T00:51:00.004+08:00

It's really exciting to see Baby Matin grows.

And his laughter is especially the cutest thing for my family.

It's funny how you can love a small baby so much compared to other people on our lives.

2010-10-05T02:20:00.002+08:00

A great weekend for me and Siddiq!

Sentosa was so much fun!

But then again, all good things come to an end :(

2010-09-30T12:43:00.001+08:00

You deserve someone better.

I'm no good for you.

2010-09-11T15:12:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all Muslims around the world.

Here we are celebrating Raya with full of happiness, but for the poor in the 3rd world county, they celebrate raya with just prayers and being with their beloved families.

It's just sad seeing the poor especially when they are fighting over food and drinks.

May Allah bless them, amin.

2010-08-01T23:56:00.003+08:00

Today was Baby Matin cukur rambut day.

He was being such a good boy by not crying.

He was awake the whole afternoon and was being passed around like a babydoll!

Everyone wanted to carry him and bite his cheeks off.

But now he's asleep, and tired.

I love you Baby Matin :)

And to Sammy, have a hell lot of fun and please don't forget me when you're on the rollercoster at Fantasy Island..

Love ya :)

2010-07-27T20:52:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i just want to leave.

Far far away where i can just be alone and clear my minds.

I don't understand why you have to make things so complicated and put pressure on yourself.

It's affecting me so much that sometimes i just want to leave you..

Every day is just getting more and more stress for everyone.

One problem comes after another, and you just don't wanna talk.

I'm feeling more agitated, frustrated, furious.

I don't even want to talk about it anymore.

Since you chose to be quiet, let it be.

2010-07-26T21:38:00.001+08:00

I'm so grateful for everyday that pass with him.

But sooner or later i know it won't be the same anymore.

For now, i'm just enjoying every single moment.

ily . . . .

2010-07-22T00:50:00.000+08:00

I know i can do it this time round.

2010-07-13T17:53:00.002+08:00

Happy 4th anniversary Siddiq!!

4 years past very fast till we even didn't notice it.

Many things we've been through, of which the countless big fights which led to heartaches.

We wanted to give up on each other a lot of times, but still, here we are still standing strong.

Many things we've learnt from all the fights that we go through which makes us even stronger.

And not to mention, we've been loving each other more everyday.

I don't see myself starting anew chapter with any other guy, cause you are perfect for me.

Many asked 'why do you choose siddiq, he's so dark'?

I just smile to myself and say in my heart, i don't care if he's dark.

Cause at the end of the day, that dark guy is the one whom i love and knows every single way to make me happy :)

I LOVE YOU SIDDIQ!

Baby Matin is growing fast, and i will be moving in with baby matin soon!

He's soo cute!

And thank God that my mum is back from hospital.

She just had an asthma attack yesterday evening and everyone was so worried.

Yesterday was the first time that my mum had the experience of blocked breath.

She just can't breath but the medic came just in time.

I love you mummy!

2010-06-27T20:58:00.004+08:00

A new month is coming, which means pay is in.

I've got to start to be a responsible person by saving up money for school.

Money seems to be the issue in my life.

And because of money, i quarrel about it.

That is how bad money is.

Since school is starting, i've GOT TO save.

Cause i'm not depending on my parents to pay for my school.

I hope i can manage my money well.

Sometimes i wish i was a kid, who do not have to worry about paying anything.

2010-06-13T15:56:00.002+08:00

My Baby Matin is growing.

It's sales period now, so i'm busy working my ass off.

And i'm trying my best to start saving.

Wish me luck!

2010-05-21T23:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIDDIQ!

On wednesday i had surprised him to dinner.

It was nothing big, just something i thought could be simple yet sweet.

I choose to surprise him to dinner at the flyers because we were supposed to go there since long time ago.

So i made it a little special by choosing the sky dining and arranged little surprises for him.

I'm glad he likes it :)

And tomorrow would be Faeza's birthday too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAEZA!!!

I can't wait to see your baby.

And i love you :)

2010-05-16T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hello world.

The first picture is me.

Aiman Matin is my name and i was just born today at 1.23pm.

I'm so tiny cause i came out earlier than the expected date.

Everyone in my family is soo excited upon my arrival, especially my brother and sister and my two cousins.

All my 3 aunties have been fighting over carrying me.

I'm still stuck here in the hospital.

I might be able to go home tomorrow if my mummy's condition is great.

I can't wait to see my home and grow around the people who loves me.

Alright then, till here.

I'm off to sleep as tomorrow there will be many people coming over to see me.

2010-05-13T22:02:00.003+08:00

I know i might be too early to wish her, my friend whose been with me since like k1 and till now.

The one who never stops making me laugh my ass off each time i see her.

The one i love spending my time with, and the one i see sticking with me all the way through my life.

And that is Salihahahahaha!!!

Happy birthday babe!!

I hope you will have fun on your 19th.

I'm working tomorrow, plus im totally broke!

Presentnye next month ye kak!

And ouh, we should go out with Radyn, i missed you both!

2010-05-10T00:56:00.001+08:00

Happy mother's day to my mum.

And happy birthdays to both my 1st and 3rd sisters.

Sayannnggg kamu semua!

2010-05-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

If only we could rewind the time, i wished he had never done what he did.

And now everytime when he goes for check-up, i will get worried.

I get worried when his phone is off.

And i fear of receiving a call with sad news.

I just don't want to go through the feeling when he left for 1 year again.

Cause that feeling when you were not around is just undescripable.

I love you, and have always been.

2010-04-23T23:56:00.003+08:00

His birthday is a month away.

And he wants so many things for his present.

He thinks aku cap duit!

And i've planned something for him..

Hope he likes it.

And i feel bad to leave him alone here while i'm going away with my family :(

2010-04-14T17:37:00.003+08:00

I miss my big house already :(

I guess my 19th was a memorable one for me.

Next month is Siddiq's birthday.

He gave me a great birthday, and so i guess it's my turn to give him a great birthday too!

2010-04-13T15:38:00.001+08:00

19th was marvellous with lovely families and dear friends.

Will update again soon when i'm home with pictures.

Look at Siddiq's face above!

Irritating sia! hahhaha.

2010-04-05T00:23:00.002+08:00

And we sang sampai pagi!

My money is gonna finish soon.

I just can't have much money with me.

The more i have, the more i will spend.

And i spend like a bitch!

And i wonder just when will i start saving up.

Cause i really have to!!

2010-03-26T16:33:00.003+08:00

Can't wait for April.

Party to my night, chalet and paintball with my sisters.

I'm lovin it :)

2010-03-22T14:11:00.001+08:00

After 6 off days, getting back to work feels sooo draggy!!

2010-03-17T01:47:00.002+08:00

Nice pair of clothes makes a girl stands out from the crowd, and even in a picture.

Flawless skin makes a girl look pretty even with the lightest make up on.

Slim, beautiful body makes a girl looks sexy, even in any clothes they wear.

And i believe, beauty has its price.

2010-03-12T23:28:00.002+08:00

April is coming soon.

My closed ones should know what event is going on in April.

I know you know babes!

For those who are invited, i hope you can make it.

And now i'm just stunned on what to plan for my chalet.

The food, the number of people coming and cakes.

I shall leave all that in the hand of Mr Siddiq.

Surprise me my man!

2010-03-08T13:13:00.003+08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru to my sis and bro.

Gonna miss my sister alot.

Love you sis :)

2010-03-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

The day is nearing.

And i'm much excited.

2010-02-26T00:16:00.003+08:00

Next weekend is the wedding.

And there is still many things i need to buy.

But on the hand, i'm feeling a little sad.

My sister is leaving me :((

Imma miss hearing her talking in her dreams everyday.

Well i hope she have a good life with her hubby.

2010-02-22T19:24:00.001+08:00

I miss going kl with Siddiq.

And i've been sleeping the whole afternoon.

Maybe i'm just the sleeping person.

Hehehehe.

2010-02-19T00:56:00.003+08:00

Today i woke up at 3.15pm, thinking that that it was still 11am.

I feel like a pig!

Hahahahaha.

And today, like finally, i met Faeza.

Now her stomach very the boncet!

And it's because there's a tiny little prince in it.

I'm excited for her baby to come out, and for my sister baby too.

When is my turn to have a baby?

Hehe, no la. Kidding.

2010-02-16T23:25:00.001+08:00

Do not give up on the person you love.

And do not hurt the person who doesn't give up on you.

2010-02-15T01:34:00.003+08:00

And I'm still loving you.

2010-02-13T21:14:00.001+08:00

I had the most memorable Valentine's Day ever.

Thanks alot dude.

2010-02-07T10:07:00.002+08:00

Yayyyyyy!!!

My lappy can use already!

After such a long time.

And Sammetal, come back soon ah.

I want to eat Saffron leh.

My pay is coming in soon.

But i can't buy anything much with my money cause i've got to settle my baju first for my sister's wedding in march.

That's next month.

Mcm WOW!!

So fast.

Please stop the time.

2010-01-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

I'm overweight :(

2010-01-18T18:29:00.002+08:00

My blog is getting dusty.

Job is taking is over my aching legs.

And parents is still angry.

But i've think positive to move forward.

And i'm better now :)

Thanks to my sister, Sammetal and mostly Siddiq :))

2010-01-11T12:29:00.001+08:00

In a few hours time, it will be my results.

And tomorrow i will be starting my new job.

And my lappy is sick.

It need to get rid of all the viruses :((

2010-01-07T21:03:00.001+08:00

I hope I'll get to smile for my results on Monday.
I MISS YOU.

2010-01-06T20:36:00.001+08:00

Pray hard, be good, and HE will give you what you want.

2010-01-03T23:12:00.001+08:00

goodnight sweetheart.
imma have to say hi to boredom for these whole week with no ciggies and money.
bored bored bored child i am.

2010-01-03T01:15:00.001+08:00

To my cousin who just lost her boyfriend due to accident, my prayers are with him and stay strong babe.

What would you do if your boyfriend died?

2010-01-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

HEYLO 2010 :)

2010-01-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

New year resolution:

Pass my maths paper and get to poly of my course.

Get a new job.

Pray for health for my family, friends and of course me.

May the friends i have now be with me all the way.

And last but not least, to love Siddiq more and more every single day.

2009-12-30T20:21:00.002+08:00

I need a freakin job.

My wallet is dried up.

I'm bored sitting home.

Siddiq is busy and not entertaining me.

Tomorrow will be new year.

With just a blink of an eye.

And i need these new year to be the best year of my life.

As i would know my results which determines my school, my future.

2009-12-29T23:05:00.001+08:00

Me and the 'happy baby'!

Hahahhaha.

Now must call her Sametal :)

2009-12-29T10:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ARIF!!!!

Finally you get to dance naked! hahahaha!!

Now i can't tease you anymore about your age.

You never failed to make me laugh and always there to listen to my problems.

That's why you are my best boy.

Have fun dude!

Love ya :)

2009-12-28T17:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY FAIQAH!!

I miss you.

And i'm glad that we're still in touch.

The rest are gone, somewhere with their new life.

Buy you never failed to message me out of the blue asking me how am i and everything.

I hope life will be better for you alright.

Happy birthday babe :)

2009-12-28T17:04:00.002+08:00

Genting and Sunway was definitely a worthwhile trip.

The first day was strolling along at Petaling Street.

But there's NOTHING nice for girls.

The shirt was all the same and so is the bags and shoes.

Siddiq and I didn't bring clothes cause we thought of buying our clothes there.

So we had no choice but to just buy whatever clothes that was okay.

The second day was a day trip to Genting Highland.

And the third day was a day trip to Sunway Lagoon.

Woohooo and i'm loving the slides.

The last day, we finished our money by buying things for my newphews and nieces.

But it was a regret cause i didn't go to Times square and Sungei Wang.

Nevermind, i shall go there another time.

And thanks alot to Siddiq's parents.

And of course, to my Siddiq.

I love you la.

2009-12-27T12:22:00.000+08:00

Imma grab my bantal busuk as soon as i get home.
My first KL was fun.
Not much shopping though.
Will post pics soon when I'm home.
And many many thanks to Siddiq's parents.
I love you Siddiq :)

2009-12-23T03:17:00.003+08:00

I appreciate the way you approach me and telling me what i did wrong.

But giving me curfews at my age?

I don't think so.

However i will try my best to not upset anyone again.

I'm 18, but still many thinks i'm still a small girl.

And i thought he was gonna make me feel better.

2009-12-20T16:56:00.002+08:00

Ooopppsss?

Where's my sister scarf?

Hehehehe.

2009-12-16T22:58:00.001+08:00

To kl next week.

Excited? Yes, I am.

Need to save money now :(

2009-12-12T16:24:00.004+08:00

Happy 3 years and 7 months anniversary baby.

Many big fights we've been through and each time i decide to let you go, it just seems so hard.

I just don't know why.

Every fights just makes us stronger and i love you more everyday.

I'm happy to have you by myside every single day.

You make me feel complete.

And i love you, Siddiq.

2009-12-10T22:34:00.003+08:00

Results is next month but i have no idea when is the exact date.

And yes, i am so nervous about it.

Every night before i go to sleep, without fail i will say my prayers to Him hoping that i will make it this round and i will achieve the things i dreamed for all my life.

If i don't make, i have no idea what i'm gonna do with my life.

I don't want to disappoint my parents.

So fingers crossed for my result.

On the other hand, life now is fun.

Not having to worry about school work and studying is just a great feeling.

Every day go to work, come back home, eat then watch tv then play lappy then sleep.

But i know IF i start school, life will be back to square 1.

Where i have to wake in the, so early morning, come back and doing school work and mugging.

How boring.

But i guess there's a meaningful malay saying that 'susah dulu, senang kemudian'

And i believe that phrase.

2009-12-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

And we'll crawl till we can walk again.

2009-12-01T00:55:00.005+08:00

To sacrifice my phone was a sad thing to do, but we had no choice.
And i'm glad we're solving our problems together as it makes us even closer and wiser.
That's why i love you my man, Siddiq :)

Sammy's Belated Birthday Party.

2009-11-29T15:54:00.002+08:00

Tonight's gonna be good good night.

Samantha, i hope you had fun.

This is all we could do for your 18th birthday.

We know it's not any big celabration, but i hope we made your day babe.

I had a whole lot of fun poking air with you la!!

Happy Belated Babe :)

Hari Raya Haji.

2009-11-29T15:35:00.002+08:00

Nice food and kuih.

It was a great day.

2009-11-28T14:07:00.003+08:00

She writes stupid comments on fb indirectly to me.

She tells me to grow up when she herself is behaving like a little girl.

So tell me, how on earth is this girl prepared to settle down in marriage?

2009-11-27T01:41:00.000+08:00

Parent spoil the mood :(

2009-11-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

Happy Poling 18th Birthday Samantha!

May you be happy-happy selalu alrights.

Thursday we shall go poking like nobody business.

Hope you will have fun babe :)

2009-11-19T20:04:00.002+08:00

Next week will be my pay and it always don't seem to be enough.

There's so many things to buy and do.

I need to get another job?

Guess so.

On the other hand, i miss FAEZA!

Let's go out soon babe.

2009-11-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

One more time next week.

One more time next month.

And we all go poking in the air like nobody business.

I liiiikkeeee :)

2009-11-15T14:57:00.003+08:00

Finally i get to the zoo after insisting Siddiq for 3 years!

And if you look properly at the first picture of the baboon, his cock is actually tengah steam.

Hahahaha!
Look carefully yeah.

2009-11-12T21:22:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so moody now.

My 'friend' must be coming soon.

And thank god tomorrow and saturday is my off day.

So i can sleep and sleep and sleep.

And suddenly there is just so many things that i need to buy.

2009-11-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

Let's loose some fats babe.

2009-11-02T14:45:00.001+08:00

Saturday was my first fun night.

And we go poking in the air.

And sure i wanna do it again on Sammy's birthday.

Samantha, fast forward to your birthday please?

2009-10-29T20:47:00.001+08:00

I'm tired of studying.

And now i need to get myself tired due to working.

So i can have more and more money.

2009-10-21T23:33:00.003+08:00

I miss going for shisha with Siddiq.

But before i have all my fun, I've got to get over my paper which is in 6 days time.

I've got to pass or else, goodbye Melbourne.

Okay I'm off to fry myself some hotdog cause I'm feeling so hungry.

2009-10-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

Dear Fitriyah and Dear Samantha, start saving your money.
You know why?
Cause the both of you are gonna have a hell of yeah trip to MELBOURNE in January bitch!!

2009-10-16T16:39:00.002+08:00

Girl, before you go on telling your friends, please remember, it's my sister you're talking about.

I seriously don't give a damn if you're engaged, but there's no need for you to take it out on me.

The message that you sent me about 'TUNANG' kau, memang tak perlu eh.

So what if she's been engaged for too long but still not married?

I don't see it as being your problem.

No need for you to sindir her okay.

Doesn't mean you're engaged and getting married next year makes you a somebody.

Please, grow up.

I didn't expect this from you.

2009-10-15T22:28:00.003+08:00

The past Saturday jalan raya with KC was okay.

Not as fun as last year.

Faiqah and Irni, we miss you babe.

And to primary school mates, we missed our jalan raya, again!

Gosh! Next year must go alright!

FAEZA'S BEAUTIFUL WEDDING.

2009-10-05T20:45:00.003+08:00

Finally finally my darling Faeza is married and is now Mrs Fairuz.

I'm so happy for you.

I will always pray for your marriage to last and be blessed with beautiful kids.

Your wedding was beautiful and you and Fairuz both looked lika prince and princess.

Thanks for making me part of your most memorable day.

I love you babe!

Open house cum Rina and Adel's Belated Birthday.

2009-10-05T20:38:00.004+08:00

Food was great and Rina and Adel received many many toys.

And a very big thanks for Siddiq for helping out alot at the open house.

Thanks, i love you, as always.

2009-09-30T20:58:00.002+08:00

It's exactly 27 more days to my maths paper.
And of course the nerve wrecking starts to set in.
Stop calling Sid whenever you fight with your bf. It's very annoying.

2009-09-28T20:13:00.001+08:00

See you next raya with more money :)

2009-09-28T19:59:00.002+08:00

Happy 6th Birthday Arfah Zukrina!

Grow up and be pretty like your aunty (not shy).

And stop being a cry baby cause you've got to be strong when you grow up.

Love ya :)

2009-09-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Everyone is just so irritating.

And i'm so irritated.

2009-09-22T18:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY ADEL ZAKWAN!

Uncle Siddiq and I will give your present on Sunday alright.

Stay happy and cute always my dear Baby :)

We love you handsome boy!

2009-09-21T02:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY RAYA :)

2009-09-17T00:09:00.002+08:00

Carpets, curtains are all in place and so is the new bed canopy.

Kuih is all ready.

My dad has got a PA van to drive us around for visiting.

My baju, heels, purse, accessories and hair are done.

Only left my nails which i'm doing on Saturday.

And it's only 3 more days to raya which i feel like it's too fast.

And 3 more days to getting duit raya, eating all nice food!!

Yummy yummy :)

Friday will be meeting Faeza over at her workplace to collect her wedding card.

2 more weeks till she becomes 'wife'.

CONGRATS GIRL!!

2009-09-13T22:06:00.005+08:00

Siddiq helped out by wiping my house windows (angkat mau lebih eh).

And i made kuih tart with my sisters and escaped halfway.

Hahaha.
Will be meeting Saliha and Radyn for buke tomorrow.

How long was it that we last met girls?

I'm sooo excited for our catching up tomorrow.

Jangan lambat eh makciks.

I was browsing through pictures of last year jalan raya with my KC babies.

And i realised that i missed them soo much!

Everyone is busy with their new school and new friends and boyfriends.

I want them to know that i missed them like ALOT!

Hope you guys won't forget me.

You've been part of my wonderful dreadful school years :)

2009-09-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

My sister has already made honey cornflakes almond!

And i'll be munching it every single day. Sedaaap :)

Siddiq is in camp and will only be able to book out next week.

So boring.

2009-09-06T18:22:00.003+08:00

Happy 7th Birthday Muhd Taufiq!!!

May you be a good child and stay happy always.

I still remember those times when you just came in to the family.

And everyone is so excited cause you are the first boy in our family.

You're showered with great beautiful love from us.

That was 7 years ago.

No matter what, you will always be my number 1 nephew :)

2009-08-30T16:15:00.002+08:00

I feel so relieved that me and Siddiq finally got our baju.

This year we're wearing purple.

My baju is not that 'wow' :(

But it still looks nice to me.

But it's okay, my baju for my sister's wedding in Feb will be 'mcm wow gitu'!!

Now i still need to find heels and purse.

Stress aku!

2009-08-25T14:28:00.001+08:00

Miss Venezuela won again :)

My country, i wished.

2009-08-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

Tioman Island in December.

And Samantha, come along!

2009-08-20T19:06:00.001+08:00

Love knocks you down.

Just get back up when it knocks you down.

2009-08-16T12:24:00.002+08:00

The truth is, i'm not bothered anymore.

After what happened, i kept asking myself why are we always fighting over her.

And it seems to keep coming back.

Everything that happened is always lingering in my mind and it won't stop.

Maybe it's a sign that we'll be over soon.

You said you love me, but however i doubt so.

2009-08-15T00:35:00.001+08:00

That was the last straw.

And i don't care anymore.

To Cheesecake, stop being a loser pussy, BITCH.

2009-08-13T21:10:00.001+08:00

I spent my night talking to this two idiots.

Arif and Nazar.

My favourite boys and i miss them alot!!!

Although these two boys always irritate me, i still love them

Right giles??

2009-08-13T13:24:00.002+08:00

Next week is fasting already.

Next month is hari raya.

The following month will be my maths paper.

Wow so much is happening.

And i still havent got my baju raya!!

That's the most important thing i need to have.

Money, anyone?

2009-08-10T17:17:00.000+08:00

I realised that families rich in bondings is a happy happily.
Eventhough they are not rich in wealth.

2009-08-07T15:50:00.001+08:00

My hair feels so short.

IM STRESS!!!

Thanks to him who wants me to have new look which is fucking ugly.